My Mind Is Heavy I Can't Even Think

My mind is heavy, I can't even think
Lack of feeling peace, I want to find it
The body walks slowly, as if weights were attached to my feet
It's like walking backwards carrying a tree trunk
I aim for the finish, but it feels like I just left the start
I'm going backwards every moment, there's no way around it

I want to get up
I want to rise
I want to go back
I will get up
I will walk this path
I'll go, I'll go
I will scream

Come on
Run
Do not look
Breathe
Jump
Run, run, run, run

Things seem hard when I try to find myself
Thoughts are the same, remembering what I must forget
I don't want to remember
The mind plays tricks I need to ignore
It's hard, it's hard, I try to hold on
The battle is two-way, I can't cross
I need more strength, strength that your light gives me

Come on
Do not look
Breathe
Jump
Run, run, run, run

Things seem hard when I try to find myself
Thoughts are the same, remembering what I must forget
I don't want to remember
The mind plays tricks I need to ignore
It's hard, it's hard, I try to hold on
The battle is two-way, I can't cross
I need more strength, strength that your light gives me

My mind is heavy, I can't even think
Lack of feeling peace, I want to find it
The body walks slowly, as if weights were attached to my feet
It's like walking backwards carrying a tree trunk
I aim for the finish, but it feels like I just left the start
I'm going backwards every moment, there's no way around it

I want to get up
I want to rise
I want to go back
I will get up
I will walk this path
I'll go, I'll go
I will scream

I will scream